Wednesday, January 16, 2013

Love & Light

                                      May your day be filled with beautiful Love and Light <3

Welcome, I am happy to be here :)

     Language is a funny thing. I like to talk in slang while I write. It's how I hear myself in my head. I was born and raised until I was 14 in upstate New York. You could say that's where I get the New York attitude to an extent.
     I definitely have picked up some southern comfort and kindness when I lived in Florida through high school. I then attended community college for a year. I was screwed because of a certain president and his brother created a law that made it impossible to get any funding for any education. Anyways, that is of the past.At the same time, I wasn't completely prepared for an additional 4-6 years of education. I was ready to be done, I felt defeated but determined to get back to school. No matter what. So I packed up my black Chevy Blazer, that my Neighbor Ted and his wife gave me for $1 and moved in with a fellow waitress at Applebees and her family. I was ready to be my own person, I felt like It wasn't where I could be myself the best. So I strived for that, my entire life. Even before I moved to Florida, right after my Mom and Dad were divorced.
          My Aunt & Uncle welcomed me into their home. They have made me the strong person because I was able to make a "grown-up" decision at such a young age. I have come to this point of blessings through positive thinking and optimism. I have always had teamwork-type jobs, but have always struggled not being the best. I have come to a point of realization, I am simply the best, by not worrying about being the best, and simply doing my best. It has taken me 25 years on this planet to actually embrace this and stop stressing in my life. My childhood has caused me to have extreme anxiety and self esteem issues at times, but the Leo within me has made me into the Queen of Improvisation. I am able to bring sunflowers to the desert. I can turn a situation into a beautiful experience. That is who I am and I am looking forward to sharing my life as a Modern-Hippie-Mom, with you. Thank you for reading. Love and Light to you! Many Blessings!